24 and Full of Life

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sun, 27 Sep 2009 01:24:07 GMT

so drunk amanda pushes too many limits. he's a good boy and i have my hand up his leg, grabbing and running my fingers lightly up and down his thigh. the whole time he has to have his hands folded over his zipper, since tehre are a lot of people in the immediate vicinity. it's a fact that i wouldn't do anything drunk that i don't want to do sober, but that smartblok is gone from my head. i don't care who is around or who is watching *enter flashback from halloween two years ago here*

however, i did get the response i wanted. the next question is do i talk to him about it? we spent all day today together, with the whole gang. so much of me want to just throw him against the wall and ravage him. but i don't suppose i can. lame.

wow

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 01:04:09 GMT

i have no idea when the last time i wrote was, but sometimes you just need it, yeah? that time usually comes when your love life is in shambles....

working in the navy has been terrible for me - my numbers have easily quadrupled since i've been in the navy, mostly because you become so close with these guys, you feel like you can share anything. it may seem odd, but it's not really. unless you want to actually date one of these guys. i haven't done all of these boys, they are just promenate at this time....

dustin - assistant work center sup - awesome kid, kind of had a thing for him on deployment. as soon as we got back he started dating kasey, a very good friend of mine and they are now engaged. i think they're beautiful together.

nathan - gay. but one of my life supports. we go out dancing all the time, to forget about the hellhole that we are currently stuck in.

brett - married, lpo - awesome guy who always fights for us. i'm worried that they are going to think he's too soft and try to rule us from a higher chain position.

heath - friend of mine who is now dating some girl that's not in the navy - good job heath. too bad you could do way better. i was wanting to be that better person that he was with, but his roommate is blue, so i didn't want things to get awkward. i waited too long. that's ok - i'll be there when he breaks up and wants a rebound girl for a while.

blue - work center supervisor - one of those good kids - he's a virgin because he chooses to be. he could catch any cute little thing that he talks to. incredibly charming, a bit short, and balding, he is currently my little girl crush. basically, i want to fuck his roommate heath, but i would want blue as a lifelong friend, that i might just makeout with every once in a while.

here's the thing - about a year ago i had a lot of drama go down. i was dating this guy a.j. he was your typical good guy. had great taste in music, wanted an exclusive relationship from the get-go, everyone loves him. you know the type. anyway, he was too clingy and i was too restless and bored - whatever the reason, i cheated on him with one of his coworkers who's a complete douche. i knew he was, but he was one of my freinds. to this day i dont think anyone but he and i, maybe adam, know exactly how it went down. ulatimately, i'm a pretty terrible person. i told the semi story to many people at work, because i knew it was going to come back around, and i would rather people hear it from me than from the grapevine that would skew the whole thing.

all that to say that i'm the bad girl at work - i'm the girl that isn't phased by sexual harrassment (vebal), and pretty much wear the label of beoing the slut. long before a.j. i had lost (or never had?) the ability to fall in love. that has been deeper engraved by having to have steel for skin throughout the whole ordeal.

it's now common knowledge that i can't do commited relationships, and think they're a bit silly. as long as you are with the person you love, there is no replacing that with pure sex. sex is only physical, not emotional. a lot of people and i have had one on one conversations about this, but the one that sticks out in my head is the conversation with blue. he was talking about some girl and how it was so terrible that she was sleeping with some other guy. i asked if she loved her boyfriend, and came home to him at the end of the day. he said yes, i said they were fine together, and there was no reason to stir up drama. the next line is one that is burned in my brain. "and that is why we will never be able to date." all i could do is the dissappointed head nod. that's the way backstory. lets move a little closer to the present.

we're at work, it's about 3 in the afternoon. someone else and i are doing maintenance, with blue watching. when the other guy, brown, dropped the pipe end, we searched for about 30 minutes, then lost hope of finding it. after telling our chain of command - to try to get a new one - everyone comes down to the plant to try to find it, because of course we have no more. we looked for at least an hour and a half, maybe 2. everyone had given up, knowing that the shipyard would give us another one tomorrow. blue is hanging upside down off of a pump and we hear a clink-clink-clink. i say "if that was the pipe end, i'll suck your dick" thinking nothing of it. the boys all say it to each other when they're greatful for something that someone does. it of course was the pipe end, and i was immediately reminded by everyone but blue that i owed him, and that the show was going on after all the khaki left.

all the timei tell him how hot he's looking, or make eyes at him. i never really thought about any of this, because he's my boss, but more imprtantly my friend. i never really thought of it as anything more than friendly flirting until yesterday.

this time it's doug and i doing maintenance. we have a piece of equipment that has to be returned to our storeroom. the storeroom keeper was near us when we finished the maintenance, and started to tell blue where it went so that we could find it next time. he of course wasn't listening, but i was. when blue went to ask where it went, i told him i knew where it went because i was listening to what was going on around me, unlike our leadership. i wait around for him to get out, since he was the one with the equipment that needed to go up. as he walked by me towards the storeroom, he said "hey ramby, ya wanna go make out in the storeroom?" on cue, i smiled and looked him in the eye and responded with an unmistakable "uh... yeah." i follow him to the storeroom, knowing he just needed me down here because he didn't know where the equipment went, but for the first time i wanted to act on one of those stupid flirty things we do. i wanted to pin him again a wall.

so this morning we're all getting ready to leave work. doug asks for a ride home. i tell him my keys are in my unlocked trunk, cause my roommate drove my car in to work today. we get to the car and she mistakenly put her key in the trunk instead of mine. we both call blue, who is about to pass us, and says that he would be happy to pick us up. we drop heath off, so he can go golfing today, and head to dougs car. on the way the three of us stop for breakfast and coffee. once we dropped doug off i asked if i could drive his mazda z8 that is hot as fuck. he tossed the keys at me and i almost creamed myself. after our joyride we came to my house, where my roomie's truck is. i have no house key. it's on my keys that the roommate has. we try all the doors and all the windows. one was open, and he broke in for me to let me walk in the front door. he kind of awkwardly stood around for a while, we both were kind of focused on the dog. thinking back, there were a million things i could have said or done, but i didn't do any of them. he honked as he drove away, angela and i were in the front yard. all i could do is woohoo after he honked.

i think i say all this to say i'm almost thinking i could change and be a one man woman for this one. but i definately don't want to end up crushing him, i couldn't handle that. i like him too much. i would rather not even try and keep him as an amazing friend than chance it. maybe i should just talk to him about it? i have no idea.

anywho - i'm just being a confused girl that has cut off all emotion and senses. a little help would be nice..

2 years and a deployment later....

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Mon, 04 May 2009 04:13:47 GMT

Your result for The Personality Defect Test...

Schoolyard Bully

You are the Schoolyard Bully! You focus more on feelings than rationality, and thus tend to be driven by your emotions rather than by a steering wheel, because human beings don't have those. You are probably easy to anger or annoy, for instance. You are also an extrovert who wouldn't mind having a lot of attention, although you may not always get it. Another character trait you possess is your brutality, manifested by the fact that you tend to be aggressive and do not care about the well-being of others. In school, you may have been the kid who stuffed the short kid into lockers, or who distributed swirlies to anyone who scored higher than a B on the science quiz. I wouldn't be surprised if you think the word "faggot" is the greatest insult known to man. Also, you exhibit signs of humility, leading one to conlude that you are actually insecure, because very few people are truly humble AND brutal. Thus, like any schoolyard bully, you seek constant attention for yourself and have no issues with administering beatings because you are quite emotional and easy to upset. Not only that, but your insecurity may be a prime motivation for your brutality. As psychologists have noted, most schoolyard bullies only pick on others because they have a negative self-image. This could possibly be true of you. Either that or you are just really hungry and need lunch money. In short, your personality defects are your brutality, extroversion, irrationality, and your possible insecurity. Go pick on someone your own size! But not me. I'm a midget, I swear.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Haughty Intellectual. (Bullies like to beat up nerds, after all.)

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Bitch-Slap, the Capitalist Pig, and the Class Clown.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

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oh dear

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Mon, 04 May 2009 03:55:30 GMT

lj - how i missed you so.....

well...duh....

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sun, 27 May 2007 21:34:44 GMT

Your Score: Hippie

You are 0% Rational, 100% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Though I highly doubt they love to interact with you! Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. Now go do your drugs and have sex with filthy bearded men in tye dye shirts.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Sociopath.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

had to

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sat, 26 May 2007 21:02:19 GMT

anywho - things are things. things are weird. whatever. i have to go grocery shopping. i'm going to be goin to a wedding with my ex in a couple weeks....that should be fun. i think we're thinking of getting back together? i dunno.

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:56:47 GMT

i am tired of it snowing. i want my 80 degree weather back. waaa. -_-
i'll quit bitching now.
so i'm waiting for my super cool new camera
ups will be trying for a third time today. i haven't been here cause i've been in nyc with the roomie. probably no pictures will follow, seeing as how i had no digital camera, only a disposable one that i used maybe 5 times actually in the city. it was good times, though. we stayed at a hostel the first night and kind of like a military hostil the second night. cheap. easy. good. i can handle showering where countless others also shower. and i can share a commode with people who may not have showered in a while. i'm ok with that.
school starts on monday. don't know what i'm doing until then. my friends are out of school for 4 days starting friday. might try to see what's up with them.
i think that's about it.
love!

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 02:58:34 GMT

so - i'm in new york. i will be here for at least 6 months. school hasn't started yet, so i still have one week of leave left. i think my roommate and i are going to head into new york city tomorrow for some fun times. he's ok. his name is bryan and i'm sure you'll be hearing plenty about him. he is currently laying on his bed about 4 feet from the comp... because it's only fitting to have his computer in his room.
i just dyed my hair back to brown from it being bleached to an awful color from the beaches on south carolina. and my room is now clean! yay!
some really smart guy back in sc is working on my laptop, which is nice of him. i haven't had it for like 2 years now. if he fixes it, great. if not, it was a nice hobby time waster for him.
navy life is ok so far. i'm two thirds of the way through my training. w00t. i don't even know if people say w00t anymore. i'm so far removed from everything real. ha.
happy easter. i spent easter eve? and easter morning in rochester, ny with one of my friend's family. actually, i went with my ex back to his home city to meet everyone he talks about. they're all pretty cool people. he was the high struck wacko that i dated in power school. he's calmed down a lot. his name is thomas.
so. that's my life for now. if i do hit the city up, i'll let you know how it is when i get back.

much love.

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Fri, 23 Mar 2007 19:11:19 GMT

oh my god an update. (the same one that's on myspace)In about a week I'll graduate and be moving to New York where they'll let me play with one for 6 more months before i'll finally get to go to a ship. So if you're in central new york, lemme know.

but for now, i have my final on tuesday - which obviously means i have to put off studying until monday. so tonight, i'm gonna grab a few beers and head to the beach. since it's gorgeous. yay.

much love.
amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sat, 30 Dec 2006 03:31:46 GMT

I'm on leave and having an awesome time. I get to see family and maybe not friends.... but we'll see about that. The drive from SC to TX is long and stuff. I don't recomend doing it. Anywho - a quick update to say I hope all is well and to tell you that my holiday is great. Much love!

amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sat, 02 Dec 2006 22:08:16 GMT

so i'm at this little restraunt right off base that everyone goes to called "the dive." they're playing pool. it was a shitty week until friday. and now life is great.

i hate stupid commercials. i think that's the best part about never getting to see tv anymore.

i think we're waiting for sarah to get out so that we can get the hell away from base and DO SOMETHING. though i'm absolutely positive that none of us know exactly what that might be.

OH! i do know that we're going to this club called tonic tonight because they have a $10 cover charge and open bar for an hour. yes. the point is to go in, drink as much as you possibly can for an hour, then leave. good times.

christmas is coming up. i'll get to see the family and adam and donnie. yay! i'm trying to save up for a $1000 down payment for a car, too. maybe daddy will cosign so that i have a lower apr. maybe not. we'll see. i think i'm gonna look online for cars in houston now.

love!

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Fri, 24 Nov 2006 19:11:26 GMT

happy late thanksgiving, all.

wednesday after class we (romeo, thomas, and i) went to thomas's aunt's house in north carolina. it was great fun, she's super nice. i talked to mom on the way there, and i think that's the first time she's known for a fact i wasn't a virgin. at 23. she acted devastated. ha. it was kinda amusing. anywho....

we came back last night and here i sit again in great charleston, sc. today i think we're going to go rv shopping, just cause they're fun to look around in, and say all the places you would go and things you would do with them. i want to rent a couple of movies, to make thomas watch them... and he has a couple for me, so we'll prolly get a hotel and make a movie/hotel night out of it. good times. pizza carryout. this is sounding better and better.

can't remember if i told yall... but i was having trouble passing the run that we have to do for the navy. but i swam it and passed with no problems and not swimming in over a year. i can't wait til spring when i do it again after practicing. yay. i guess i could shower, though i don't really feel like it. prolly won't, actually. i love being a dirty hippy. you can get away with a lot.

one time when we were up at short stay for like 5 days my friend (who is also a dirty hippy) and i didn't shower at all. but we went swiming in th elake every day. that counts, right? that and swimming in the ocean. ha.

anywho - love yall!
amanda

pi

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sun, 19 Nov 2006 16:51:02 GMT

so i was really upset last night.

so that thomas guy is my new boyfriend. poor guy. i called him last night crying, and couldn't shake it. i went to sleep really really late. i wrote him a letter, though - because i couldn't get words out to him on the phone - this is it - be warned... it's crap.

I don't know how to talk to you when you've been drinking. Every day that I've seen you I feel guilty becuase I think that you feel trapped into something you don't wan tto be in. I know you wanted to be a bachelor. Sorry it didn't work out. I love you a lot, and if being single is what you need - it would kill me - but do it. IF you need time to mourn Ingred's loss or reflect or just random s - if that's what you need tell me - put me on hold. I'll still be there when you're done. You think I have no confidence in you. When truly I think you're amazing. I am a people pleaser - I tell people what I thinkg they want to hear. I'm trying to be more honest, but instead of saying what I'm thinking - I'll say what I think is right and then change my point of view. I know that's ty. I'm trying, though. I love when we're together - when we get around other people you change a little bit into someone else. Someone who's undefinable. I love you for you. All the things that you thinkg I'm making fun of I'm just pointing out because it makes you unique - and that difference is what i appreciate.

he had been drinking. he's an emotional person anyway, and when he drinks that tends to come out more. just like a 23 year old guy i know living in san antonio. fortunatly i learned how to handle adam... this is a new person that i have to learn all over again. the problem is, i don't have that best friend base and i can't be positive that at the end of the day he knows i'm trying my best to do the best for him. which would lead to him being offended or worse. sucks.

pisces.... he shares a birthday with elizabeth taylor, ralph nader, and chelsea clinton. discriptive.

live goes on i suppose

<3 amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Wed, 25 Oct 2006 00:37:44 GMT

so i had my friend check my stuff last night, and while i was on the phone with him, i decided to show him my livejournal. only because we were talking about it one night. seeing as how it's been forever since i last posted, i'm sure he won't keep up with it all that much. fun.

so millie messeged me on myspace and asked where i've been. i've been missing yall, that's where. i go to school in the days, study at nights, and party like whoa on the weekend. i think we're trying to pull something together for veteran's day and thanksgiving. there's a little camp reserve kind of thing about 30 minutes away that's absolutely gorgeous. we can go there, drink and eat pizza all night, and have no need of driving anywhere else. the best part, we all get to hang out. with who? you ask...

for the s we have sarah, suelema, tiffany, delgado, cassie, kishawna, and renee. all of these s are extremely different.
sarah is a - ed new yorker. she's fun though, she's from upstate. we hang out a lot cause we're both chill like that.
renee is the most y i've ever met i think. she's the on my myspace top 8. she's super sweet, and "talking to" romeo.
suelema is hot but she's a bitch. i love her. she gets along with all of about 4 s on base, the rest just think she's a cold hearted bitch. i love it.
tiffany is a sweet small town texas that is super easy to get along with. i can't say much else about her, except she's really a good person.
delgado and kishawna are both from new york city. well, delgado was a military brat and lived in puerto rico for a long time. she is really down to earth, has/had ? a fiancee that is super sweet, but i can't say anything else about her fiancee. kishawna is spoiled rotton, crazy, loud, and my ex-roomate. she's a little more than slightly chaotic.
cassie. oh cassie. she's a lot like me in a lot of ways - both go with the flow, both fans of older rock, both wear a lot of browns and greens, both have pothead friends and acid friends and friends..., both love camping. she was the one that showed me that place i was talking about going to that's 30 minutes away.

da boys are a good time, too.
first there's the friend that was checkin my stuff for me over the phone. his name is thomas. from word on the street, we "have an arrangement." which is fairly easy to interpret, but it is what it is. he's 26, super hot, smart, but high strung and has a huge sense of responsibility. couldn't be bad for me to learn a little bit from him. have to admit he's great in bed, too. if only i could go into more details. if you want them, ask.
then we have romeo, who's short and an alcoholic and keeps the parties goin for us. w00t. he's a good time.
then there's my little gay sailors, who's names i can't list... dumb. but there's about 3-5 that i would say i regularly hang out with.
rascher is a friend of mine who went to texas tech - in lubbock - where i'm from. we were there at about the same time. weird huh? i wonder if we ever saw each other at the club?

anywho.
we took some pictures this weekend. when we get them online i'll give the link. until then, i love you all and miss you muchly.

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sat, 01 Jul 2006 01:50:01 GMT

soooo... i was really scared i wasn't going to get my clearance. they go through your online stuff and look at anything you've ever said. i guess mine took forever cause they had to go through 4 years of lj and all my myspace junk and stuff. but i got it!!! yay!! that means that when i graduate on july 21st i'll go on leave for about 10 days, come back and do bitch work for about 10 days, then start power school. w00t. if i didn't have my security clearance, i would have had to do the bitchwork phase until i proved myself worthy. not so much fun. anywho - things around here are ok. my friend's birthday is tomorrow, i think i'm gonna take him to the beach, cause it's the cheapest thing around. i can tell i haven't typed in forever because i made a lot of mistakes. sorry for those i didn't fix.
navy life overall isn't that bad. i go to school a lot. think about a 20 hour class load (beacuse we have to put in at least 50 hour week in the school) that lasts for 6 straight months and you can never skip class. ever. or you'll go to captain's mast where they take away your money and your rank and your dignity and make you stay even longer. bleh. anywho. i'm done bitching. like i said, it's not that bad. love yall!
amanda
so - wanted to spead the good news that i'm actually official now. yay.

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sun, 12 Mar 2006 00:27:52 GMT

hey yall.

so.... long time no post. i've commented on a few of yall's thingys. things is south carolina aren't too bad. pretty good, actually. i like the high stress and low free time. i don't know what to do with my free time when i have it...

some of my friends went to the beach, but i didn't go cause i wasn't in the mood. and not enough of us drive to fit everyone. the only thing i don't really like is i can't be spontaneous anymore. i was thinking today about how adam and i used to drive to the coast just whenever we felt like it, or go camping whenever we wanted. now i have to ask permission. and i want to wait until i can get normal clothes again, which is gonna be a while cause i have to be able to run a mile and a half in a certain time, which i can't do. yet. prolly won't be able to. i asked my chief if i could swim it though, and he said he'd look into it for me. yay. i could do that. i can swim like whoa.

anywho - when i finally get to where this is more like home than just a place i live for now, i'm sure things will be a little different. and i heard charleston is fun for anyone over 21. which i am. yay.

yeah... other than that... not a lot is goin on. i miss you guys and think about you a lot... write me. or something. or comment. :-D

much love!!
amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Fri, 10 Feb 2006 21:43:42 GMT

i'm in charleston, sc. it's nice here. as soon as i can wear civilian clothes i'm gonna go on a few road trips around and about - myrtle beach, savannah. stuff like that.
new phone number is 806-729-4465.
new address is:
SN Ramby, Amanda
101 NNPTC Cir.
Class # 0620-MT
Goose Creek, SC
29445
write me. email me. call me. love me.
i'm out.
amanda

i'm a frappacino!

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:54:36 GMT

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern

At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent

You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet

Your caffeine addiction level: low

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

childish.... what does that freakin quiz know, anyway?!? :-P

still on hold - still lovin it - people call me mom here - which is funny, cause then they started calling shane daddy. har. 2 of my close coworkers are leaving this weekend... one i'll see in charleston, the other maybe i'll never have to work with again. maybe. i dunno. anywho - yeah!

much love!
amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Fri, 13 Jan 2006 01:25:14 GMT

still in great lakes, il.

still doing nothing and getting paid for it... can't complain tooo much.

did meet this one guy, though.... yikes amanda... i know i know - don't fuck your shipmates but - dang. so he's well-read and nice and going to working intellegence in the navy. he wants to be land stationed in italy. whoa. how fun would that be. he's just another fellow liberal minded wack job that joined the navy cause his life was aimless and pointless. all his friend though he was nuts, too. i think we're goin to chinatown in chicago this weekend, which will of course be a blast. and as soon as we move across the street to the hold facility there we'll be able to actually maybe start a fling or something... i don't know if i want to say relationship... but ya know. at this base, boys and girls can't be dating, apparently. har.

anywho - thought i'd fill yall in, since it's been forever.
slater
amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sat, 10 Dec 2005 02:06:48 GMT

hey fools. i'm stuck in freakin great lakes, il. apparently, i have anemia. we're trying to treat it, cuase you can't be a nuke if you're anemic. sucks. -_-

i have an appointment here at training command on the 22nd of dec that will let me know if i'm gonna be goign to charleston for nuke or to pensacola for non-nuke e.t. which would be ok, but it wouldn't pay as much....

anywho - that's my update. i miss you all alot.

hugs!
amanda

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Sun, 02 Oct 2005 16:30:23 GMT

five years ago i was a senior in high school.
four years ago i was going to lcu in lubbock and still going to word aflame.
three years ago i was living with dad in pearland and going to acc and big house.
two years ago i was living with david in houston, working at whole foods, and going to maranatha.
one year ago i was living with adam and the power was probably off at the apt, not goign to church.

today i am sitting in adam's room at his dad's house, still haven't been to church since maranatha, hoping that tomorrow will start a completely different life for me. one year from now hopefully i'll be able to say i'm in charleston, sc leaning more than i ever thought i could cram into my brain. and getting paid for it. and maybe even going to church, or chapel or something. maybe. this was a pointless post, except to say i'm supposed to leave tomorrow for the navy. that or i fall into some sort of depression while trying to figure out something to do with my life.

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Tue, 27 Sep 2005 02:32:27 GMT

You are a
Social Liberal
(80% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(23% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Strong Democrat

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Thu, 08 Sep 2005 02:12:37 GMT

love it. the new objoect of my celebrity affection.

as if there was any doubt....

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Wed, 07 Sep 2005 02:24:14 GMT

You scored as Karen Smith.

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Karen Smith

66%

Gretchen Wieners

44%

Regina George

31%

Who's your inner Mean Girl?
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so i think i'm gonna go to reliant tomorrow to try to help. or something. yeah.

thanks tim for the great quiz

bigmammaalto@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 06:32:49 GMT

Straight Preference
You scored 25 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

You are not exclusively heterosexual, but you prefer the opposite sex over the same sex. While you might be willing to fool around with the same sex to some extent, you would go all the way with the opposite sex. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this could change after you do some experimenting.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 37% on Orientation

Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on Ok Cupid