8:09PM

so drunk amanda pushes too many limits. he's a good boy and i have my hand up his leg, grabbing and running my fingers lightly up and down his thigh. the whole time he has to have his hands folded over his zipper, since tehre are a lot of people in the immediate vicinity. it's a fact that i wouldn't do anything drunk that i don't want to do sober, but that smartblok is gone from my head. i don't care who is around or who is watching *enter flashback from halloween two years ago here*

however, i did get the response i wanted. the next question is do i talk to him about it? we spent all day today together, with the whole gang. so much of me want to just throw him against the wall and ravage him. but i don't suppose i can. lame.

7:42PM - wow

( forever long )

anywho - i'm just being a confused girl that has cut off all emotion and senses. a little help would be nice..

12:12AM - 2 years and a deployment later....

Your result for The Personality Defect Test...

Schoolyard Bully

Take The Personality Defect Test at HelloQuizzy

11:55PM - oh dear

lj - how i missed you so.....

5:34PM - well...duh....

Your Score: Hippie

You are 0% Rational, 100% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 14% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, humility, and a faint scent of marijuana, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and free love! Immediately following that, you then frolic to the hospital with herpes! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You probably enjoy poetry, especially beatnik ultra-liberal crap about how horrible fascism is, even though your suburbanized, sheltered idea of "fascism" is having to pay two dollars per gallon at the gas pump. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you also love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Though I highly doubt they love to interact with you! Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. Now go do your drugs and have sex with filthy bearded men in tye dye shirts.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Sociopath.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

Be sure to take my Sublime Philosophical Crap Test if you are interested in taking a slightly more intellectual test that has just as many insane ramblings as this one does!

About Saint_Gasoline

I am a self-proclaimed pseudo-intellectual who loves dashes. I enjoy science, philosophy, and fart jokes and water balloons, not necessarily in that order. I spend 95% of my time online, and the other 5% of my time in the bathroom, longing to get back on the computer. If, God forbid, you somehow find me amusing instead of crass and annoying, be sure to check out my blog and my webcomic at SaintGasoline.com.

5:01PM - had to

5:44PM

i am tired of it snowing. i want my 80 degree weather back. waaa. -_-
i'll quit bitching now.
so i'm waiting for my super cool new camera
ups will be trying for a third time today. i haven't been here cause i've been in nyc with the roomie. probably no pictures will follow, seeing as how i had no digital camera, only a disposable one that i used maybe 5 times actually in the city. it was good times, though. we stayed at a hostel the first night and kind of like a military hostil the second night. cheap. easy. good. i can handle showering where countless others also shower. and i can share a commode with people who may not have showered in a while. i'm ok with that.
school starts on monday. don't know what i'm doing until then. my friends are out of school for 4 days starting friday. might try to see what's up with them.
i think that's about it.
love!

10:49PM

so - i'm in new york. i will be here for at least 6 months. school hasn't started yet, so i still have one week of leave left. i think my roommate and i are going to head into new york city tomorrow for some fun times. he's ok. his name is bryan and i'm sure you'll be hearing plenty about him. he is currently laying on his bed about 4 feet from the comp... because it's only fitting to have his computer in his room.
i just dyed my hair back to brown from it being bleached to an awful color from the beaches on south carolina. and my room is now clean! yay!
some really smart guy back in sc is working on my laptop, which is nice of him. i haven't had it for like 2 years now. if he fixes it, great. if not, it was a nice hobby time waster for him.
navy life is ok so far. i'm two thirds of the way through my training. w00t. i don't even know if people say w00t anymore. i'm so far removed from everything real. ha.
happy easter. i spent easter eve? and easter morning in rochester, ny with one of my friend's family. actually, i went with my ex back to his home city to meet everyone he talks about. they're all pretty cool people. he was the high struck wacko that i dated in power school. he's calmed down a lot. his name is thomas.
so. that's my life for now. if i do hit the city up, i'll let you know how it is when i get back.

much love.

Current mood: chipper

7:11AM

oh my god an update. (the same one that's on myspace)In about a week I'll graduate and be moving to New York where they'll let me play with one for 6 more months before i'll finally get to go to a ship. So if you're in central new york, lemme know.

but for now, i have my final on tuesday - which obviously means i have to put off studying until monday. so tonight, i'm gonna grab a few beers and head to the beach. since it's gorgeous. yay.

much love.
amanda

3:31PM

I'm on leave and having an awesome time. I get to see family and maybe not friends.... but we'll see about that. The drive from SC to TX is long and stuff. I don't recomend doing it. Anywho - a quick update to say I hope all is well and to tell you that my holiday is great. Much love!

amanda

10:08AM

so i'm at this little restraunt right off base that everyone goes to called "the dive." they're playing pool. it was a shitty week until friday. and now life is great.

i hate stupid commercials. i think that's the best part about never getting to see tv anymore.

i think we're waiting for sarah to get out so that we can get the hell away from base and DO SOMETHING. though i'm absolutely positive that none of us know exactly what that might be.

OH! i do know that we're going to this club called tonic tonight because they have a $10 cover charge and open bar for an hour. yes. the point is to go in, drink as much as you possibly can for an hour, then leave. good times.

christmas is coming up. i'll get to see the family and adam and donnie. yay! i'm trying to save up for a $1000 down payment for a car, too. maybe daddy will cosign so that i have a lower apr. maybe not. we'll see. i think i'm gonna look online for cars in houston now.

love!

7:11AM

happy late thanksgiving, all.

wednesday after class we (romeo, thomas, and i) went to thomas's aunt's house in north carolina. it was great fun, she's super nice. i talked to mom on the way there, and i think that's the first time she's known for a fact i wasn't a virgin. at 23. she acted devastated. ha. it was kinda amusing. anywho....

we came back last night and here i sit again in great charleston, sc. today i think we're going to go rv shopping, just cause they're fun to look around in, and say all the places you would go and things you would do with them. i want to rent a couple of movies, to make thomas watch them... and he has a couple for me, so we'll prolly get a hotel and make a movie/hotel night out of it. good times. pizza carryout. this is sounding better and better.

can't remember if i told yall... but i was having trouble passing the run that we have to do for the navy. but i swam it and passed with no problems and not swimming in over a year. i can't wait til spring when i do it again after practicing. yay. i guess i could shower, though i don't really feel like it. prolly won't, actually. i love being a dirty hippy. you can get away with a lot.

one time when we were up at short stay for like 5 days my friend (who is also a dirty hippy) and i didn't shower at all. but we went swiming in th elake every day. that counts, right? that and swimming in the ocean. ha.

anywho - love yall!
amanda

4:51AM - pi

so i was really upset last night.

( I think my new birth control might have something to do with it. )

live goes on i suppose

<3 amanda

Current mood: blah

12:41PM

so i had my friend check my stuff last night, and while i was on the phone with him, i decided to show him my livejournal. only because we were talking about it one night. seeing as how it's been forever since i last posted, i'm sure he won't keep up with it all that much. fun.

so millie messeged me on myspace and asked where i've been. i've been missing yall, that's where. i go to school in the days, study at nights, and party like whoa on the weekend. i think we're trying to pull something together for veteran's day and thanksgiving. there's a little camp reserve kind of thing about 30 minutes away that's absolutely gorgeous. we can go there, drink and eat pizza all night, and have no need of driving anywhere else. the best part, we all get to hang out. with who? you ask...

( i tell... i tell.... )

anywho.
we took some pictures this weekend. when we get them online i'll give the link. until then, i love you all and miss you muchly.

Current mood: bouncy

9:50PM

soooo... i was really scared i wasn't going to get my clearance. they go through your online stuff and look at anything you've ever said. i guess mine took forever cause they had to go through 4 years of lj and all my myspace junk and stuff. but i got it!!! yay!! that means that when i graduate on july 21st i'll go on leave for about 10 days, come back and do bitch work for about 10 days, then start power school. w00t. if i didn't have my security clearance, i would have had to do the bitchwork phase until i proved myself worthy. not so much fun. anywho - things around here are ok. my friend's birthday is tomorrow, i think i'm gonna take him to the beach, cause it's the cheapest thing around. i can tell i haven't typed in forever because i made a lot of mistakes. sorry for those i didn't fix.
navy life overall isn't that bad. i go to school a lot. think about a 20 hour class load (beacuse we have to put in at least 50 hour week in the school) that lasts for 6 straight months and you can never skip class. ever. or you'll go to captain's mast where they take away your money and your rank and your dignity and make you stay even longer. bleh. anywho. i'm done bitching. like i said, it's not that bad. love yall!
amanda
so - wanted to spead the good news that i'm actually official now. yay.

7:19PM

hey yall.

so.... long time no post. i've commented on a few of yall's thingys. things is south carolina aren't too bad. pretty good, actually. i like the high stress and low free time. i don't know what to do with my free time when i have it...

some of my friends went to the beach, but i didn't go cause i wasn't in the mood. and not enough of us drive to fit everyone. the only thing i don't really like is i can't be spontaneous anymore. i was thinking today about how adam and i used to drive to the coast just whenever we felt like it, or go camping whenever we wanted. now i have to ask permission. and i want to wait until i can get normal clothes again, which is gonna be a while cause i have to be able to run a mile and a half in a certain time, which i can't do. yet. prolly won't be able to. i asked my chief if i could swim it though, and he said he'd look into it for me. yay. i could do that. i can swim like whoa.

anywho - when i finally get to where this is more like home than just a place i live for now, i'm sure things will be a little different. and i heard charleston is fun for anyone over 21. which i am. yay.

yeah... other than that... not a lot is goin on. i miss you guys and think about you a lot... write me. or something. or comment. :-D

much love!!
amanda

4:39PM

i'm in charleston, sc. it's nice here. as soon as i can wear civilian clothes i'm gonna go on a few road trips around and about - myrtle beach, savannah. stuff like that.
new phone number is 806-729-4465.
new address is:
SN Ramby, Amanda
101 NNPTC Cir.
Class # 0620-MT
Goose Creek, SC
29445
write me. email me. call me. love me.
i'm out.
amanda

6:53PM - i'm a frappacino!

You Are a Frappacino

At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low

8:21AM

still in great lakes, il.

still doing nothing and getting paid for it... can't complain tooo much.

did meet this one guy, though.... yikes amanda... i know i know - don't fuck your shipmates but - dang. so he's well-read and nice and going to working intellegence in the navy. he wants to be land stationed in italy. whoa. how fun would that be. he's just another fellow liberal minded wack job that joined the navy cause his life was aimless and pointless. all his friend though he was nuts, too. i think we're goin to chinatown in chicago this weekend, which will of course be a blast. and as soon as we move across the street to the hold facility there we'll be able to actually maybe start a fling or something... i don't know if i want to say relationship... but ya know. at this base, boys and girls can't be dating, apparently. har.

anywho - thought i'd fill yall in, since it's been forever.
slater
amanda

8:04PM

hey fools. i'm stuck in freakin great lakes, il. apparently, i have anemia. we're trying to treat it, cuase you can't be a nuke if you're anemic. sucks. -_-

i have an appointment here at training command on the 22nd of dec that will let me know if i'm gonna be goign to charleston for nuke or to pensacola for non-nuke e.t. which would be ok, but it wouldn't pay as much....

anywho - that's my update. i miss you all alot.

hugs!
amanda